525,600 moments

a little high off of adrenaline from the conditioning and shopping at costco with my mom. two new books (i hope for the time to read them) and lots and lots of food so that i can have lunch every day now.

i don’t think either of you understand. you’ve broken me, okay? happy? i give up. i surrender. do what you want, it doesn’t matter anymore. if we end up not being able to afford the school i want, i’ll give up on that, too. whatever you want. because i’ve given up.

today fucking sucks.

only-quinnfabray:

I’m bored! Ask me things ;)

• 1) What do you think about most?
• 2) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
• 3) Do you sleep with ____ or without ______ on?
• 4) What’s your strangest talent?
• 5) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
• 6) Do you have any strange phobias?
• 7) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
• 8) What’s your religion?
• 9) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
• 10) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
• 11) What was the last lie you told?
• 12) Do you believe in karma?
• 13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
• 14) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
• 15) How do you vent your anger?
• 16) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
• 17) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
• 18) What’s your biggest “what if”?
• 19) Do you believe in luck?
• 20) What’s the weather like right now?
• 21) What time is it?
• 22) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
• 23) What was the last book you read?
• 24) Do you have any nicknames?
• 25) What was the last movie you saw?
• 26) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
• 27) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
• 28) Do you have any obsessions right now?
• 29) What’s your sexual orientation?
• 30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
• 31) Do you believe in magic?
• 32) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
• 33) Love or lust?
• 34) How many relationships have you had?
• 35) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
• 36) Are you wearing socks right now?
• 37) What’s your favorite animal?
• 38) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
• 39) Where is your best friend?
• 40) Spit or swallow?(;
• 41) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
• 42) What do you think is Satan’s last name?
• 43) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
• 44) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
• 45) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
• 46) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
• 47) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
• 48) How can I win your heart?
• 49) What is your favorite word?
• 50) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
• 51) What is a saying you say a lot?
• 52) What’s the last song you listened to?
• 53) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
• 54) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
• 55) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

it’s really cold.

GUH i should get started on hw.

you know when you stare at a word long enough and it just becomes a bunch of letters and lines and squiggles? and you start wondering if you spelled it right or wrote it correctly? you think, and you think, and you come up with a hundred other combinations with which you could write the word, and they all seem just a little bit right. 

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fuck.

NO SHERLOCKNO NO NONO